Hospitals...

Today we are going to the hospital where my darling Bom was born.

Now while I normally have no problems per se with hospitals, this one truly sucks.

Bom has a lump in his stomach, I am unsure as to what it is, although the doctor described it as a lymph node mass, now this lymph node mass has moved and grown and shrunk in size, and I know what a lymph node mass can be, and what it can't be, I am only hoping that it is not what it could be in the worst sense of the word and only be a hernia.

We are also going to get his speech development checked out, they are going to do a tympanogram.. haha good luck with that.

And they are also going to check out his hearing, because my little trouble maker is quite susceptible to ear infections which may lead to grommets.

The other thing that is being checked out are his legs, he has been walking for 14 months now, and he still turns his foot in and trips over his feet. According to the doctor he has next to no strength in the opposite leg and plenty in the other.

I have stayed away from beloved google so that I don't self diagnose and scare the crap out of myself, but I am scared, I am scared for my little boy, and scared of what the outcome is going to be.